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Kevin Hunter Books

Kevin Hunter is the author of numerous spiritually based books attracting in loyal readers from all corners of the globe.  He is also a love expert, sage, and clairaudient, claircognizant, channeler residing along the coast of Southern California. 


Professional Bio:

Kevin Hunter is an author, love expert, and channeler.   The majority of his works are in the metaphysical genre.  His spiritually based empowerment and inspirational books include, Warrior of Light, Empowering Spirit Wisdom, Realm of the Wise One, Reaching for the Warrior Within, Darkness of Ego, Ignite Your Inner Life Force, Tarot Card Meanings, and Awaken Your Creative Spirit.

The warrior of light series of pocket books include, Spirit Guides and Angels, Soul Mates and Twin Flames, Divine Messages for Humanity, Raising Your Vibration, Connecting with the Archangels, Four Psychic Clair Sense, and The Seven Deadly Sins.

Kevin grew up in an abusive violent household, which propelled him downward into a sea of addictions to escape through alcohol, drugs, or anything else he could get his hands on. A lifelong sufferer of social anxiety and ADD, he managed to find the one positive thing that was always constant, which is a focused clear connection with his Spirit team on the other side. As a result, with their help he began writing out the many ways they’ve positively helped him throughout his life and how they can help those interested or ready for it. Kevin has been hailed to be a strong forceful wise one that is supremely direct. His divinely guided books are intended to inspire, enlighten, and empower those suffering or struggling in the physical world.

His others books include the dating handguide which is one half practical and one half spiritual, Love Party of One, the horror/drama, Paint the Silence, and the modern day trashy beach love story, Jagger’s Revolution. His books tend to have a strong male protagonist where he tackles a variety of subjects.

Kevin has been featured and discussed in three books by best selling spiritual author, Doreen Virtue called, The Miracles of Archangel Gabriel, Angel Detox, and Living Pain Free.

Pre-Author Professional Bio:

Kevin began work in the entertainment field weeks after his 23rd birthday joining one of Hollywood’s most respected actors at the height of her box office fame, Michelle Pfeiffer.   The sharp, film-literate worked as her development dude at her company, Via Rosa, where he read and provided coverage on potential projects searching for strong female driven characters-no victims.  He worked through the company’s development and film productions of One Fine DayA Thousand Acres, and The Deep End of the Ocean.

After a number of years, Pfeiffer dissolved her company, and Kevin made an immediate move into coordinating Film Productions for some of the major Hollywood studios.   With a strong work ethic, he continued to hammer his name into stone in the film industry working with some highly well known talent, producers, and directors while adding to a mounting list of production credits.

Some of his other film work credits includes Antonio Bandera’s directorial debut of, Crazy in Alabama, Via Rosa’s Original Sin with Angelina Jolie and Antonio Banderas, The Perfect Storm with George Clooney and Mark Wahlberg, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone, and Dr. Dolittle 2 with Eddie Murphy. He subsequently reunited with Pfeiffer’s ex-producing partner, Kate Guinzburg, at her short-lived company with veteran Producer, Martin Bregman (Scarface, Serpico), to assist in bringing the Julia Stiles and Shirley MacLaine film Carolina through development and production.

After  years of working on back to back films, Kevin transitioned into work as an author as he entered his 30’s and beyond.   He started out writing essays about love, dating, relationships, and sex before primarily becoming a spiritual author and teacher.


Empowerment, inspirational and self-help books by Kevin Hunter
are available in paperback and kindle wherever books are sold.

Wikileaks reveals interesting findings that include 65 media journalists in bed with a political candidate

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The  wikileaks revealed some interesting horrors to the public, but not all media sources are sharing it.  The reason is because it revealed that 65 mass media journalists had crossed the line by secretly working for a political candidate.  In this case, it was Hillary Clinton and her advisers that they have been in cahoots with the entire election season. They were being told how to ‘sell Hillary Clinton’ to the public in the media early on.

The data extends into deeper territory revealing endless non-pleasantries that have been going on behind closed doors in the form of antagonism and gossip, both of which are not allowed in my worlds on any level.    We saw this same energy in the email exchanges with former Sony executive Amy Pascal, someone I’m happy to no longer know.

Let’s be clear that if these media journalists were doing this with Donald Trump, then this would be equally low and sleazy, so do not be confused by a lack of favoritism.   I have never publicly gossiped or personally slandered either Hillary Clinton or Donald Trump, and nor do I have any judgement if you vote for one over the other.  It is your right because I am pro justice and pro truth no matter who it is.  This is about being equal, fair, and balanced.  All qualities that the media is not.  They fall under the bracket of force feeding gossip.  There is nothing newsworthy about it.   What they feed you is used in order to hypnotize you with great success.  There is very little that is fair and balanced when it comes to media coverage.

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It should have been clear to you at the get go that it was Hillary Clinton that the media has been in bed with.  This is because no one can deny that the majority of the news reported over the last two years has been non-objective with hostility mostly on Donald Trump.  This has caught on with the masses who joined in effortlessly without surprise.  The majority of the news reported falls in the realms of gossip.

There is no room for any kind of negative hostility and slander against anybody on the planet regardless if it is a celebrity or a political candidate.  This certainly sheds some eerie light on the truth, although those in support of this kind of behavior will turn a blind eye. You cannot change the minds of those who only see what they want to see.  Nor can you change the minds of those who go along with what they’ve been taught and fed by those in their surroundings.  Most will not know about this scary reveal of content that has been released.  This is because the majority of the media has continued to abuse their role by keeping you deceived while you gobble it up.  They don’t want you knowing that they have been up to no good, although it should be pretty obvious.

This goes back to doing the work yourself and researching the truth, because it is out there if you look for it.  The media will only tell you what they want you to know and the mass majority will continue to follow the Pied Piper that leads them further down into the hole of blindness.

Image result for dark stormy skyThis further confirms my previous messages I received five years ago about how corrupt the media is.  This has been out there in published form for years.  Now we’re hearing this phrase all over the place.  There is no objectivity when it comes to modern day journalism. Today it is about taking sides instead of relaying the news in an objective way.

Larry King excelled at remaining objective when interviewing or reporting no matter who it is or what it was about.  Oprah Winfrey for the most part has been too, but she’s slipped on occasion.  I can understand why some struggle with objectivity.  They are not objective in their day to day lives to begin with.  Most human souls are dominated and governed strongly by the darkness of their ego.  Being objective is standing in the middle like a stern judge and listening to both sides without judgement or criticism.  It is listening to all proven facts without judgement.  That’s a challenge that is difficult for most to achieve.

Spiritual guru Deepak Chopra made an interesting comment about Donald Trump to late night talk show host Conan O’Brien by pointing out that Donald is stuck in the First Chakra.  His statement was spot on and true to an extent, but what he failed to point out was that most human beings are stuck in the First Chakra.  I’m surprised that he has been blind to that considering his success, which just goes to show you that being a successful spiritual guru who has sold millions doesn’t automatically equate to clarity.   Hillary Clinton is also stuck in this First Chakra as well too.  I know Deepak Chopra wanted to jump onto the perpetual bandwagon of attacking a political candidate that many have succumbed to for sport, but if you’re going to do it, then at least distribute it equally and accurately.  All of them are stuck in the First Chakra, so I’m just correcting you Deepak. 🙂 This is not an attack on him as I do enjoy some of his work such as the Seven Spiritual Laws of Success.   That was a book that I loved when I was 17.  This is an example of objectivity.

Speaking of books, anyone who has read any of my works is aware of what my Spirit team has conveyed to me over the years in terms of the endless dangers of the mass media and what that does to individuals as well as the planet as a whole.  Those who have read them have been paying attention to this truth.   They include Warrior of Light, Darkness of Ego, Divine Messages for Humanity, and Darkness of Ego among others.

Singer Sheryl Crow saw the ridiculousness of the election cycle and chose to take matters into her own hands to try and change it.  She said, “This election cycle has been different than the ones of my younger years. It has been nasty, brutal, and seemingly never-ending. Over the past two years my kids have come home from school with questions about who would be our next president. They haven’t had questions about big or small issues of the day, but about whether we were going to have the liar or the crazy person in office. My kids are six- and nine-years-old.”

What’s most disturbing is that the gossip elements of this election cycle are being discussed by children on the playground.  I’ve never heard of anything so sick.  This is what is now training the new crops of up and comers, which should give you a view that this will only continue since you’re teaching this to your children as well too.

Read and sign Sheryl Crow’s petition to shorten future election cycles.  It should never have dragged on for two years of your life.  Imagine the unhealthy toll that has taken on the planet:
https://www.change.org/p/democratic-national-committee-shorten-the-us-presidential-election-cycle


Empowerment, inspirational and self-help books by Kevin Hunter
are available in paperback and kindle wherever books are sold.

Kevin Hunter Books Now Available On iTunes Apple

I’m thrilled to announce that twelve books from my catalog have been launched on iTunes Apple this week.

https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/kevin-hunter/id39335681

 

Calling All Spiritual Teachers and Spiritually Based Parents of Teenagers and Young Adults

One of my upcoming books is a spiritually based book geared towards young people and teens. It will still be for all audiences, but marketed to young people as a beginner’s guide. For all the teachers and parents out there, if there are things that you would love to see in a book like that, then please feel free to message me privately and I’ll see what I can do if it’s not already in there. The book is complete and with my editor, but it’s not locked and in the can yet. I’m using this opportunity to continue hearing feedback from those who care about something like this.

As most know, spiritual teachings don’t exist in the schools around the world. There are exceptions and they are the rare few. They produce well adjusted, well rounded, compassionate people who use less ego than others do. Religious teachings may include enforcing low self esteem, guilt, fear, hate and worry. Those are useless emotions that are not aligned with God.  They also cause irreparable damage that holds someone back. Mathematics, History and Geometry is great, but that doesn’t teach you anything about the basics in navigating through ones life effectively on a day-to-day basis.

Email Constructive Feedback:  kevinsbeach@aol.com

~  Kevin Hunter

www.kevin-hunter.com

Empowerment, inspirational and self-help books by Kevin Hunter
are available in paperback and kindle wherever books are sold.


  

Archangel Michael bring in your warrior angel soldiers to infiltrate God’s light into Gaza, Israel

Russia, Ukraine, Hamas, Israel, Palestine and Gaza. How many more of God’s Children must suffer until you wake up and see the light and error of your ways? I’ll spare the viewers of the horrific images of these deaths by not posting them here. Typically I avoid the news or any gossip about the world. It is noise that has no relevance from where I come from. Hurting an innocent will prompt me to take notice.

The streets of Gaza are attacked by the worst kind of demon and horror you can imagine. This is the same demon that has been destroying this planet for centuries. It is the one that lives within the mind of every individual. When it grabs holds of the steering wheel, then there is no telling of the destruction it will cause.

In Gaza, Children are killed, losing limbs, dragged in blood half alive and going hungry. Every child in Gaza over the age of six has endured several wars already. While American children are likely playing with legos or on their iphones, these Children are playing on tanks or used as human shields. While Palestinian Children pretend to be soldiers holding toy guns to reenact abductions.

Israeli mobs mock the deaths of these Children. They are allegedly doing this in the name of God, but I would love to know which God they’re talking about. God, the one true source of light and creator calls them godless, inhumane and not of His word, so who they are talking about? We can use some illumination on this Godless God they speak of. Anyone who kills and harms with malicious intent is barbaric and will have a huge load of debt to pay back. I could not wish that debt on my worst enemy.

Archangel Michael bring in your warrior angel soldiers to infiltrate God’s light into the ugliest heart in all men and women responsible for wreaking unrelenting and pointless havoc in the countries listed. Do whatever you need to do in order to bring this to a swift resolution of peace for all involved. You have full permission to bring in the big guns, take your light and crack open and shatter the darkness that plagues those who know not what they do.

~  Kevin Hunter

www.kevin-hunter.com

Learn how to connect with your own Spirit team in Heaven by fine tuning your body and soul.

All books are available in paperback and kindle wherever books are sold.

Warrior of Light: Messages from my Guides and Angels” –
PaperbackKindle.

Empowering Spirit Wisdom: A Warrior of Light’s Guide on Love, Career and the Spirit World“ PaperbackKindle.

The content in the “Warrior of Light” and “Empowering Spirit Wisdom” is available in the Warrior of Light series of mini-books:

Reaching for the Warrior Within. Gaining Strength by Following the Guidance of Spirit

As a clairaudient, I hear the voice of spirit, my guides and angels, everyday, all day long. It’s been this way for as long as I can remember. I’ve never thought anything of it. Never knew there were words attributed to it. I didn’t call them anything like angels or guides or any of that. They were just a team of people’s voices that spoke to me everyday. Guiding me. Telling me to avoid something or go after something. Warning me of something. Telling me about someone. Sometimes I would listen to them and do what they said. Other times I more or less ignored them and did what I wanted to do. This was more so as a rebellious cigarette smoking teenager who had a mouth like a truck driver and sailer. Every other word out of my mouth in a sentence was the ‘f’ word or some other beautiful curse word. I still have a colorful palette, but it’s not as bad as when I was a teenager and in my 20’s.

I had and have conversations with my Spirit team like you do with anybody. Sometimes they take turns speaking, other times, some of them will speak in succession like a chorus might sound. When I was as young as seven, I did know for sure they were in the spirit world. That was always clear to me just through a sense of ‘knowing’. I didn’t refer to them as being on other side or heaven, but I knew they were in a place that I would be going back to. That’s always been clear. They were actually the only ones who made me feel safe when I was growing up to be honest. Didn’t know that it was considered not normal to ‘hear voices’ by some. I thought everyone could hear their own team.

I was born with a heightened ‘hearing’ sense beyond the physical world. This is in an ear that is partially deaf. As I grew into my teens and early 20’s, I learned what was dimming their voices, such as when I would drink myself into a stupor or blackout. Or during my drug days. They would sometimes shout warnings through the thud, and I’d hear them with a smirk and ignore it. I’d do what I please. Luckily, my rebelliousness wasn’t full time. It did move into something immeasurably powerful and into a warrior of light. This happened as I quickly pulled myself up by my bootstraps by the time I was around twenty-three and twenty-four years old. I do talk a lot about this process and the crucial major transition in my book, “Reaching for the Warrior Within“.

Reaching for the Warrior Within


Reaching for the Warrior Within
 is the author’s personal story recounting a volatile childhood. This led him to a path of addictions, anxiety and overindulgence in alcohol, drugs, cigarettes and destructive relationships. As a survival mechanism he split into many different selves. He credits turning his life around, not by therapy, but by simultaneously paying attention to the messages he has been receiving from his Spirit team in Heaven since birth. He explains how he was able to distinctly tell the difference between when his higher self was intervening and ruling the show, and when his lower self was running his life into the gutter.

Living several lifetimes in one, he did not let anything stop him from getting his life together, going after what he wanted and achieving it. He describes how he pulled himself up by his bootstraps and obtained every job he wanted without prior experience. This is from work in the entertainment industry with some of Hollywood’s respected talent, to ridding himself of toxic addictions and living a healthier lifestyle clear-minded.

Kevin Hunter gains strength, healing and direction with the help of his own team of guides and angels. They navigate all of us through the treacherous waters in our lives. Living vicariously through this inspiring story will enable you to distinguish when you have been assisted on your own life path. Reaching for the Warrior Withinattests that anyone can change if they pay attention to their own inner guidance system and take action. This can be from being a victim of child abuse, or a drug and alcohol user, to going after the jobs and relationships you want. This powerful story is for those seeking motivation to change, alter and empower their life one day at a time.”

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~  Kevin Hunter

 

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Learn how to connect with your own Spirit team in Heaven by fine tuning your body and soul.

 

All books are available in paperback and kindle wherever books are sold.

 

 

Warrior of Light: Messages from my Guides and Angels” –
PaperbackKindle.

 

Empowering Spirit Wisdom: A Warrior of Light’s Guide on Love, Career and the Spirit World“ PaperbackKindle.

 

The content in the “Warrior of Light” and “Empowering Spirit Wisdom” is available in the Warrior of Light series of mini-books:

 

 

Overcome child abuse and addictions by reaching for the warrior within

What I remember when I look back at my childhood is virtually nothing at all. It’s a black voided out curtain that shields out the horrors of what went on. Residing there is no one I know personally. When I peer closer I see what appears to be my soul shattering into a billion pieces. Those pieces formed into lights that gave birth to other people and selves that reside in me. They were the many who came forward to run the show that has been my life. Their job entailed protecting me even though I wasn’t introduced to some of them until later on in life. They joined in with Heaven in helping me remember how to live, how to love and how to survive. Within those people was the dangerous, damaged self. The one that was hurt and plagued by demons reaching for addictions instead of the warrior that lives within me. The warrior that is a perfect, confidant and compassionate child of God. After being told repeatedly that I was never good enough, I was able to escape the horrors and turn it around with all of their help.  Reaching for the Warrior Within is how I found solace and comfort in a team of beings that reside in Heaven. This is for me to remember where I came from and how I survived it. I chose not to die, but instead allowed the cruelty that was inflicted empower me into something bigger, stronger and beyond this world.

Reaching for the Warrior Within is a prequel to my book, Warrior of Light: Messages from my Guides and Angels. This is my personal story and celebration in moving from a turbulent childhood to becoming the warrior of God’s light that I am today. This is an autobiographical story surrounding abuse and addictions while battling between my higher and lower selves. Everyone of us has had or still has an addiction to something. Some of these addictions are harsher than others and are not only time wasters, but they impede our growth and delay us from moving forward on our life purpose. I received assistance in improving and ridding myself of these addictions with the assistance of Heaven and my selves. They helped me heal, grow and persevere in this crash course of living several lifetimes in one.

This is for other abuse survivors who have suffered at the hands of those who we consider not evolved. We grew to be angry. Angry at our attackers. Angry at everyone else. And just angry in general. This emotional span ranges from feelings of anger to fearing the world. There is a light at the end of this forsaken tunnel. I found it, discovered it and followed it. It was the beauty that existed with me all along. We know what it was like to have no one understand or believe what happened to us. Others live in denial or speak about it as if its something to be ignored. No one wants to talk about it or hear it. When you are brought up in a loving environment, then you have no concept of how others live unless you are empathetic or a gifted actor able to walk in other people’s shoes. This is for you.


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SYNOPSIS:

Reaching for the Warrior Within is the author’s personal story recounting a volatile childhood. This led him to a path of addictions, anxiety and overindulgence in alcohol, drugs, cigarettes and destructive relationships. As a survival mechanism he split into many different selves. He credits turning his life around, not by therapy, but by simultaneously paying attention to the messages he has been receiving from his Spirit team in Heaven since birth. He explains how he was able to distinctly tell the difference between when his higher self was intervening and ruling the show, and when his lower self was running his life into the gutter.

Living several lifetimes in one, he did not let anything stop him from getting his life together, going after what he wanted and achieving it. He describes how he pulled himself up by his bootstraps and obtained every job he wanted without prior experience. This is from work in the entertainment industry with some of Hollywood’s respected talent, to ridding himself of toxic addictions and living a healthier lifestyle clear-minded.

Kevin Hunter gains strength, healing and direction with the help of his own team of guides and angels. They navigate all of us through the treacherous waters in our lives. Living vicariously through this inspiring story will enable you to distinguish when you have been assisted on your own life path. Reaching for the Warrior Within attests that anyone can change if they pay attention to their own inner guidance system and take action. This can be from being a victim of child abuse, or a drug and alcohol user, to going after the jobs and relationships you want. This powerful story is for those seeking motivation to change, alter and empower their life one day at a time.”

Some of Kevin Hunter‘s other selves exist in the books Jagger’s Revolution and Paint the Silence.

www.kevin-hunter.com

Learn how to connect with your own Spirit team in Heaven by fine tuning your body and soul.
All books are available in paperback and kindle wherever books are sold.

Warrior of Light: Messages from my Guides and Angels” –
PaperbackKindle.

Empowering Spirit Wisdom: A Warrior of Light’s Guide on Love, Career and the Spirit World“ PaperbackKindle.

The content in the “Warrior of Light” and “Empowering Spirit Wisdom” is available in the Warrior of Light series of mini-books:

Detach from drama and ignore other people’s ego


A number of people have been hitting me up over the last few days with the issues they’ve been experiencing with others.  These involve being caught in situations where someone is being antagonistic with them out of jealousy or anger because they did not get there way.  Steer clear of everyone else’s irrelevant drama.  It doesn’t do you or anybody any good to get involved with someone’s ego.  Don’t respond, ignore them and walk away.  I’ve picked up on this energy increasing again over the last few days as well.  Now that the holidays are over everyone is back to what they might consider to be the grind and the mundane.  They are reminded of how unhappy they are with some part of their life. (i.e. job, relationship, finances) It’s a brand new year and the edgy feelings they had of feeling stuck before the holidays are rising once again.  The slightest issue can be blown out of proportion and you might be caught in the line of that fire.  Remove yourself from the racket if you find yourself being a target of someone else’s blow up.  Focus on you and your path.  Become the calm in the eye of the hurricane.  As for those acting out, they are discontent with where they are at and are being urged to make some long awaited adjustments to their life.  Still that is not anyone’s problem to solve but their own.  You are not obligated to take on other’s people’s misery.  The message now is detach from drama.  The best way to always do that is by first getting outside!  Get outside in nature like  a quiet park, beach, desert or mountains.  Take a deep breath and exhale.  Allow the setting to clear you and calm your nerves.  This is evident in the additional cards I pulled with this energy the last few days.

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Official Statement from the Ottawa Council’s office regarding Jamie Hubley’s suicide

This past Friday, our family suffered one of the worst experiences that can happen to a family when we lost our boy — Jamie. To make this even more difficult, his death was a result of suicide.

I would like to thank all the family and friends that have been helping us get through these very difficult days. Very special thanks to everyone that came out in the rain to walk every foot of our community to look for our boy. The outpouring of support has shown us that our angel was loved by many and we were not the only people to witness his beautiful spirit.

Jamie was for most of his life a very happy and confident child. He was a compassionate person always looking to help others and didn’t have a mean bone in his body. Jamie often worked with me on community events and our many efforts to help others were made more effective with his ideas. From a very young age he wanted to make a better community and a better world.

He was a championship figure skater for years and was just beginning to excel as a singer. He enjoyed acting as well. He had a wide circle of friends and was involved in many different clubs and groups both in and outside of school. James’s family and friends unconditionally supported and accepted him for who he was and whatever direction he wanted to go in life.

James had been suffering with depression and was receiving care from doctors at CHEO and counselors. These professionals, along with James’s family and friends, were trying to help him learn to cope with his depression and other issues one of which was his struggles with his sexuality. He struggled with the idea that people can judge you harshly even when you are trying to help others. Jamie asked a question no child should have to ask – why do people say mean things to me?

Although James had a great many people who loved and supported him, something in his mind kept taking him to a dark place where he could not see the positive side of life, which lead him to this drastic and tragic decision on Friday. Jamie is free of his pain now and there is a new angel but we have paid too high a price.

There are some reports in the media and on social media that James was bullied. This is true. We were aware of several occasions when he felt he was being bullied. In Grade 7 he was treated very cruelly simple because he liked figure skating over hockey.

Recently, when Jamie tried to start a Rainbow Club at his high school to promote acceptance of others, the posters were torn down and he was called vicious names in the hallways and online. We had meetings with officials at the school and were working with them to bring an end to it but Jamie felt it would never stop.

We will not say that the bullying was the only reason for James’s decision to take his own life but it was definitely a factor. As his family and friends or even if you never met him but want to help, we must do whatever we can to wipe out bullying for any reason in our society and especially in our schools. Young people are very vulnerable and have enough pressures in life to have to deal with aside from the stress of being bullied. My family’s wish is that no more families have to suffer the unbearable pain of losing a child. No child should have to deal with depression or feel hated because of their beliefs — that is not the Canadian way of treating others.

Bullying doesn’t always take the form of physical violence. Especially today with cyber bullying on the Internet, children often feel there is no safe place to go; even when they are at home they can still be victims. Earlier I mentioned his posters being taken down. Many friends have offered to stand by the posters to ensure children that may want to meet and talk about issues that don’t harm others will be given the chance to do so. The school has made a promise to me that they will ensure the posters are protected. We hope from our tragedy others will become more active in stopping this cruelty towards children.

To this end, after my family and I have had some time to come to terms with the loss of our beautiful son James, I will be working hard to use my energy and public position to help bring awareness and resources to those groups working to stop the bullying and find a treatment for depression. Wendy and I have asked that all the people wishing to make a donation in Jamie’s memory can direct them to Youth Services Bureau’s Mental Health Walk in Clinic.

Over the years I have tried to help a lot of people and I was very proud that my beautiful boy was also learning the joy that comes from helping others. I need time to deal with the pain of not being able to save my precious boy and will speak more on his life and these issues later.

IN LOVING MEMORY: Jamie Hubley 15 yr. old commits suicide

Jamie Hubley 15 committed suicide. This is tragic. Another one and what are the parents and schools doing about this? If there is no supportive structure around these young people this is the end result. Being a teenager is hard enough to deal with than having no support system. If I could I would be each and everyone of their support systems since no other adult seems to be capable of doing it.

Jamie Hubley, a gay 15 year old from Ottawa, Canada, committed suicide on Friday.

The 10th grade student documented his life, including his depression and the hardships of being a gay teen, in a blog, reports the Ottawa Citizen.

The blog, called “You Can’t Break… When You’re Already Broken” featured posts with numerous references to and photos of self harm and cutting, pictures of guys kissing and mentions of wanting a boyfriend, and bleak, ominous messages like “Sometimes I wish the breeze would just take me with it,” “The only thing worse than being hated is being ignored. At least when they hate you they treat you like you exist,” and “Suicides is always an option.”

 Well…My name is Jamie, I live in Canada (Cold and I ride mutherfucking polar bears) I’m not really anything special, just depressed, I wish I could be happy, I try, I try, I try…I just want to feel special to someone. Im gay?! 😀 …I Fall way to hard when It comes to love +_+

Other posts revealed how difficult school was for Hubley:

“I hate being the only open gay guy in my school… It f***ing sucks, I really want to end it. Like all of it, I not getting better theres 3 more years of highschool left, Iv been on 4 different anti -depressants, none of them worked. I’v been depressed since january, How f***ing long is this going to last. People said “It gets better”. Its f***ing bull****. I go to see psychologist, What the f*** are they suppost to f***ing do? All I do is talk about problems, it doesnt make them dissapear?? I give up.”

His last post, which he wrote on Friday, paints a heartbreaking portrait of a boy looking for — and ultimately unable to find — acceptance:

Im a casualty of love.Well, Im tired of life really. Its so hard, Im sorry, I cant take it anymore.

First Id like to mention my friends Nancy, Abby, Colleen, jemma, and Kasia

Being sad is sad : /. I’v been like this for way to long. I cant stand school, I cant stand earth, I cant stand society, I cant stand the scars on my arms, I cant f***ing stand any f***ing thing.

I dont want my parents to think this is their fault either… I love my mom and dad : ) Its just too hard. I dont want to wait 3 more years, this hurts too much. How do you even know It will get better? Its not.

I hit rock f***ing bottom, fell through a crack, now im stuck.

My favorite singers were lady gaga , Adele , Katy perry, and Jessie james, Christina aguilara and most of all I think KASIA!!! I LOVED Singing, and she helped me a lot : ) Im not that good at it though :”/, Im going to miss you guys
(well You know who you are, But to the people who didnt like me (many) A big f*** you, Go ride a unicorn. But w/e I love you anyway.)

Remember me as a Unicorn :3 x) MAybe in my next life Il be a flying squirreel 😀

Il fly away.

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I’m sorry Jamie found this to be the only way out.  You hear about little organizations like “It Gets Better” or superstars making bullying announcements, but its not enough.  I’ve said before that the “It Gets Better” campaign is merely a vanity organization to associate those that want us to believe they’re actually doing something.  It’s simply for notoriety.  I’ve stated also in the past that the “It Gets Better” campaign does not reach these kids and Jamie making that statement before he took his life only proves this point.  Its not reaching the parents, schools and lack of stable supporting social structures.  Religious groups are certainly one of the worst offenders I’m sorry to say.  So are certain presidential candidates who blatantly sweep the topic away like Michele Bachmann who said, “Passing a bill that prevents bullying isn’t worth the time.” as well as, “I think for all of us, our experience in public schools is there have always been bullies.  Always have been, always will be. I just don’t know how we’re ever going to get to the point of zero tolerance… What does it mean? … Will we be expecting boys to be girls?”

She creates a threatening environment for at-risk youth and clearly isn’t concerned about the kids.  As a public speaker she has an obligation to unite everyone with her voice.

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